Going overseas meaning my parents are gonna have to invest a hugh amount of money on me.

I am feeling stressed out because i seriously dunno what im doing and maybe some may say that im crazy or keep calling me sohai-.-
This is the way it is, i just feel that i always wanted to try studying overseas and choosing to go might be because of her but still my studies is still more important.

I dun deny the fact that i go because she is doing so, but so what?
If i dun study well enough and have a better future, i rather she be with someone else.

After so many months, still so stress out by everything and the most important point is that
I STILL HAVENT GOT ANYTHING DONE YET! :S