Sometimes when you look at people who are quarreling
it makes you wonder whether whose right or wrong
or sometimes both just have their own ideas of expressing themselves.

When both are the people you know
you feel stuck in the middle of nowhere
not knowing what to do, who to help or what to say sometimes

The utter feeling of feeling totally hopeless...

If you feel called to share a message, it's because there are people in the world who are waiting to hear it.
~Michael Port

There Is a Tree

There is a tree whose roots sink deeply into the very core of the earth. Its branches soar up through the sky and out into the universe. Its trunk is so wide, no one really knows where one side begins or the other one ends. On that tree, there are so many leaves that, from far away, they seem to blend together as one.

But, up close, each leaf looks completely separate. Because of this, most leaves overlook the fact that their stems are attached to small branches, which give way to all the other branches and ultimately connect to every other leaf on the tree. Most leaves forget this connection and feel separate and alone.

When it rains, the leaves think they must accumulate more drops on them than the others, or they might die of thirst. So they compete with each other for the limited raindrops, forgetting that they all share the same roots, which absorb the water when it moistens the earth.

When the sun comes out, the leaves are again worried, this time because they may not get enough light. When they see other leaves getting more sunlight than themselves, they feel resentful and envious, forgetting that when the sun shines on any one of them, the warmth and energy strengthens them all.

Some leaves don't remember that they are part of a tree until they fall to the ground. But from the ground looking up, they can plainly see that all the leaves are growing from the same tree. Once they remember, they transform into nourishing soil and continue on as a different part of the tree.

Some leaves, on the other hand, remember before they fall from the tree. When it rains, these leaves relax and trust, knowing that the water will moisten the soil below, and the roots of the great tree will absorb it, providing plenty of water for each leaf.

When the sun comes out, the leaves bask in its warmth. When they see other leaves getting more sunlight, they are delighted, knowing that they all benefit from each other's success.

But the most amazing thing is that when one leaf remembers, sometimes other leaves notice. And then, slowly, they begin to remember, too. And before you know it, on a tree whose roots sink deeply into the core of the earth with branches that reach all the way out into the universe, there are leaves that, even up close, don't seem so separate.



What is the tree? Your God, Family, Friendship

Who are the leaves? All of us

Hope we are the leaf that remembers, and shares this message to any other leaves that have been waiting to hear it. You may not know how this simple story will changes their life.

My " Wonders"

I wonder what's my future gonna be like?
Pilot? lol no way.. business man? heck! as long as i make lots of money

and as i wonder, who will i date or marry?
having doubts on myself atm.

and i wondered, will i drive my mini or integra at least?
i consoled mysef and said yeah i would-.-

then i wondered, Friends?
will we stay forever this way? or it'll get worst or better

and yet i wondered again, Why i feel like im in a mess now
I got no ideas about how im gonna plan out my future, and just taking each day as it goes by.
everything seem so heavy to me, i just cant take the load off.
HELP!

Well, the car i always wanted * sorry to the dude who owns this pic, i borrowed it*

Mitsubishi Evolution 9

So the cost for one now is around Rm 160,000

Gosh!, i would give up everything to own this car except giving up her.

Not just me, i bet 90% of guys who love cars would go for this car.
A sedan with a turbocharged engine, 4 door, 2 recaro racing seats, it can sit 6 ppl at most
i know cos i tried it in my uncle's evo

What else, its fantastic, beats driving a waja and making it look like an evo

So i guess things happen as it happens
Cant really change a thing bout it
but just have to learn to accept it

For many reasons, i just tried to lie to myself
making myself believe that, walking away...
may just be the best solution for now

I didnt consider myself a failure
just too much confidence
and i fell hard, thats all

Malaizai and the rest of the gang always said " it's good to be in my place"
i can tell you, its not!-.-
Why would anyone wanna be in my place, i aint rich, or handsome or whatever......
But i got a set of nice parents who bore a gorgeous me LOL....
what else you envy, when i dun even realize that there's something bout me to envy about

CAN SOMEBODY POINT IT OUT, SO THAT I KNOW?

Ok! la! , i know i'm hot tempered sometimes.
But then, compare me to others i think im ok already lor!

Prove me wrong, i bet everyone cant stand to lose.. its in our nature, dun deny it please
if you insist to let ppl win at all times and not give a dman shit bout it, whats the point?
People starts to step on you, thinking that you're just a pushover.

Im sorry, i may be small size due to the way i was born or whatever crap.
try bullying me, i'll kill you i swear! to allah, buddha, jesus, and whatever else gods are there.

WHY!!! is everyone so into money, status and fame.
So what you drive a E class or a 6 series bmw.. does it give you the right to lansi others?
Maybe so, but i bet you're only good on the outside and fucked up on the inside.

So what my parents dun drive big cars and live in a super big house. At the very least, they're not in debt or owe any people anything and we live a freaking good life compared to some. My parents money are invested on me and my brother * we are the ferraris, our expenses are high*

So those who are just plain rich and spending money "wisely"... go to hell please.....
You all are just plain stupid to spend money that way rather den use it on something more meaningful.

Streamyx you officially sucks

Lousy internet services, you expect me to pay you stupid m***** so much money per month for a internet speed of less den 1.5bytes per sec? ASSHOLES! do your job la

I paid for the 100 mbps one and you gimme 1kbps meh! stupid assholes, want money dun wan work...
dun stay in malaysia den, not the country for you.. you shld just Effing fly off! go fly kite!

Life without internet sucks at night if you're not clubbing, you cant youtube, no facebook, no online movies, songs downloading, msn and webcam! my gawd how to survive the night la!....

PLEASE! make my internet smoother at least and stop dc-ing for once you stupid idiots who work at night
or sleeping on the job. i just dun give a damn shit, i only want my internet to be better!

Nice or not, of course not!

The utter feeling of trying to be nice and get misunderstood for.
Thats what's gonna happen when you try too hard to amend something you had done
no shld be what i done few weeks ago.

Maybe i got a bad temper and get angry easily but den it doesn't mean im a fucking bad person rite?
So i already tried and tried to control myself from letting go at some point and say things that i'll regret saying.

But for one of my best friend to say me like that, what i can say is " you took it as a joke and i didnt"
I just didnt feel good, and i can tell you i was only trying to be nice and nothing else.
So, just stop trying to assume anything before things get worst and others get the wrong idea.